im making a BIG update right now so expect it in a few days at the latest!

<3 ashley

well prollu no update for awhile becuz

1)no comments were left

2)my bfs joing the marines and im dealing with all that drama now

visit my xangas tho if u wanna kno whats going on

1) www.xanga.com/kissmeliketheresno2morrow

2) www.xanga.com/loveme4me745

and with you
its like i hold on for some reason
even though every inch of me
needs to let you go

she doesnt care if you call and wake her up
in the middle of the night just to talk
she hates arguing, but you know shes good at it
shes terrified of the dark
and everytime she thinks of you, she smiles
she loves the way she feels about you
she wouldnt change it for the world
shes the happiest girl in the world
and lately... all she thinks about is you.

maybe the reason we hate each other; is because
we cant handle the fact that we are still in love.

and this bed could use a secret and these
pounding hearts could keep it

i'll wake up one morning and not miss him anymore
i'll finally understand that when he broke my heart it was for a reason
a reason i dont understand yet... but maybe soon
and when i do realize, i'll know without a doubt
that he messed up... and not me

just when you least expect it, you start to picture yourself with him...
and you think about the way he makes you happy...
and you see how it all makes sense.
you realize you care about him more than you think

i wont blink cause i might miss
and ive waited way to long
for this

you can stop telling me already
i know hes not the cutest guy
or anything.
but something about him
makes my heart drop

its amazing how one minute, yo cant imagine living your life without
someone
and the next minute, you find yourself doing exactly that

lets say i get bucked off a bull and fall and hit my head
and then i get amnesia and forget the things you said
i lose my better judgement and i take up smoking crack
right then, thats when
ill take you back.

you make me run my fastest,
you make me try my hardest,
you make me aim for the stars,
you make me lay down that knife and spare the pain

when love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven
for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal

and her tounge has bite marks from all the things she didnt say...

i want you so bad. okay there.
i admitted it. are you finally happy?
i admit that i feel hard for you.
harder than ive ever fallen in my life
and you werent there to catch me

i cant stop thinking about him
and the truth is i dont want to stop
thinking about him
because when i do
im actually happy

the only people you need to change in your life are
the ones who prove they need you in theirs.

love me like you never loved her.
thats all i want

every girl is jealous of someone. so next time your looking
at someone thinking god i wish i was that pretty
remember someone is thinking that about you.

you may think im over you, you might think were done, that im over your drama and
every lie that you sung. but secretly i still love you, i cant get you out of my head,every
memory and moment we shared, every unforgettable thing you said. but no one is able to
tell what i truly feel inside because i dont let it show my true feelings, i choose to hide.
you may ask why i hide it and why i dont let it show, well your happy now and i want you
to think that i let go. i cant go through it all again, even if you did feel the same. it started
out so good but i died when all the pain came. so this is why i choose to stay with this
secret in my heart, even though i want you back, ill have to live with us being apart.

i knew you were something special right from the start.
i knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart.
everything i say is completely true.
i wanna spend forever and a lifetime with you.

a best friend is someone who makes your problems their problems so you dont
have to go through them alone

somebody else was here before
he trested you unkind
and broken wings need time to heal
before a heart can fly
//Gary Allen;; The One

no one know what i go through on a daily basis
im always fighting myself to be more perfect

with all the technology today in the medical field
is there still no cure for a broken heart?

you can hide the pain that you feel and make others believe
that you can move on, but you can never deny the truth to yourself
that the person who has failed you and hurt you
is still the person you'll always choose to love.

there comes a time in every life we find that heart were looking for- LeAnn Rimes

he looked at me and said,
"do you ever feel like your working for something
your never going to get. you shoot and miss kind of deal...
like, no matter what you cant have it, but that makes you
fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second and replied,
"everyday..."

and you said
i know that this will hurt
but if i dont break your heart
then things will
only get alot worse

i cant promise that i can
solve all your problems
but i can promise that you
wont have to go through them alone

most people become who
they promised themselves
they would never be

dont waste your life regretting all your wrongs...
know that in the end you'll get what your heart has always longed...
try not to risk it all...
dont stumble and dont fall...
take the time to read the writings on the wall...
hold your head up high and dont be afraid to say goodbye...
stay true and be you...
do everything there is to do...
live life to its fullest and never ever look back...
there is a reason for the future and a reason for the past...
love till it hurts and laugh till you cry...
and when your life flashes before you...
make it worth while...
be happy for what you have done...
and be happy for who you have over come...
and most of all. always. be proud of what you have become.

im holding on to something that used to be there,
hoping it will come back, but knowing it wont.

its hard to watch someone you love change before your eyes and
know you cant do anything about it, but its heartbreaking to
remember them as they once were.

there will come a time in your life when you'll become infatuated with a single soul.
for this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why..
you have no answer.
you'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much
as they do,but you'll never find out.
no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts...
you'll love this person without regret,
for the rest of your life

lets write a story
first, there was this girl, and she really liked this boy
okay, now you finish <3

she broke his heart and its breaking hers
she doesnt want him back she wants his arms around
her. she misses him but doesnt want to hurt him

you know that summer never stopped... i still pretend im there

as we grow older it becomes difficult for us to just believe.
its not that we dont want to, but too much has happened
that we just cant

oh, yeah, yeah. if your definition of "ok" is having
the strong desire to draw a warm bath and slit your wrists,
then i am peachy- Dawsons Creek

you only fall in love once
the rest is just practice
to make sure your heart can take it.

some people play hard to get
because they need to know...
the other persons feelings are real

im not that good of a person. i make mistakes. i have
regrets. i act a lot smarter than i really am. i cry. i
laugh way too loud when something isnt really that
funny and sometimes the mean things people say
about me can really get to me. but when im with
you, i found that none of that matters because you
make me smile more than i could ever imagined.

heres a toast to all those girls out there
that are crying tonight because they made
the biggest mistake of their life, they let him
slip away because they were too scared.

and this right here
is the exact reason
i never gave up on
you when everyone said
to just stop trying

no matter who broke your heart or
how long it takes to heal, you'll never
get through it without your friends
--sex and the city

you have enemies?
good. it means you have
stood up for something
in your life.

life doesnt always give you the people you want.
it gives you the people you need.
yo help you- to hurt you
-to love you
and to make you into the person you were meant to be

dont tell me the sky is the limit when there
are footprints on the moon

love should be fatal
you should never recover from it
if you can, then
it wasnt love

i hate when you ask me why im crying
when you know your all i ever wanted